Are You Scared?

(play this video to listen to what i was listening to while writing this blog)

 

what scares you the most?

what keeps you up at night when the moon hangs high?

what gives you hope that tomorrow, you'll wake up?

where do you run to when you've nowhere to hide?

who do you look to for guidance?

what's your biggest fear?

who's your biggest fan?

can you love if you won't let go?

who are you when no one's looking?

where is that one place you feel whole again?

do songs move you to do better than you've ever imagined?

do you hide yourself in lyrics and poems?

what makes you want to become better than what you are?

who gives you love when you feel you're at your weakest?

are you the one that shines?

are you scared to take that last step?

are you empty?

are you scared?

are you brave?

are you homesick?

are you alive?

are you, you?

do you feel you have purpose in this life?

do you stay awake at night most of the time?

what is it that you're afraid to give into?

these are questions that frequently cross my mind

normally, i'm lyin in bed at night

just lookin up at my ceiling

and for a few moments, 

if i close my eyes really tight,

i can feel you in my arms again.

these are the concerns that frequently cross my mind

normally, i'm sittin outside on the porch

just lookin up at the stars

and for a few moments,

if i close my eyes really tight,

i can feel you in my arms again.

these are the hopes that frequently cross my mind

normally, i'm drivin down an old road

just lookin at the lines up ahead

and for a few moments,

if i close my eyes really tight,

i can feel your hand in mine.

these are the dreams that frequently cross my mind

normally, i'm readin our old letters

just lookin at your hand writing on the pa(i)ge,

and for a few moments,

if i close my eyes really tight,

i can feel your hand in mine.

what am i afraid of..?

a life without you.

as always,

sayitevan